If you had asked me 5 years ago what I thought about kids I would just say 'yeah, we will have kids one day', but I had no passion for them. Man my world has turned around in way I could have never planned...God has blessed us...we are RICH in Him! Sometimes I just can't believe where the time has gone! Jackson was just born, then walking, starting to talk and now he is running at the playground on a pretend airplane, that I can't ride of course, all on his own (and talking NON STOP!:) )It all goes by way too fast! Luckily Lauren still needs mommy, even though we are starting to throw fits, she is starting to really learn and that is so much fun and exciting! I really need to get better about video taping these things, but maybe i shouldn't. I don't want to be 40 years old watching videos of my babies, I will just cry and cry missing them. I cry now and they are only 1 and 3! :) I understand my mom so much better now then I ever have. She always used to talk about how much she loved us when we were little and how much she misses it...no more rolling eyes from me...just trying to figure out a way to freeze time! :) my mom didn't figure it out and I doubt I will. Children are such a gift and now I can't imagine my life without them...what did I do before them?
Lord, help me just to enjoy the moments I have with my precious gifts and really enjoy them before they grow up. Thank you for my parents and the blessing they are to me...I can't imagine life without them either.
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